antibiotics

i am now feeling the effects of not sleeping properly. it all started when i stayed up for the AB Ireland match. the feeling is damn lousy. running nose and all joints are aching... this is the last time i will be staying yup... not worth it.. now on antibiotics

new zealand vs ireland

the gane was played at 1.25 am, thus morning.. i stayed up. its been a long time since i stayed uo so late... in the morning i felt like terrible.. damn... hmm am i gonna do that again? hmmm

afternoon nap

its been quite a while since i took an afternoon nap on saturday... i was even late for Storm rugby training... its great ti be able to run and play rugby... also its great to be able to take a nap... Am Loving it....

it will be better soon

things are already tough... hooefully it will be better soon. .. when you are push to a corner... fight back...arms and legs... then only you know that you are alive.....

updating the blog via ipad

i have bought a lot of stuff in the past.. especially techy gadget... though the best gadget i purchased is ipad.. my dearest wife bought. every nite she would use it to watch you tube... i used it to update my blog... i really love the ipad.. !!!

Eid Adha

its a celebration of sacrifice and a rememberance of the sacrfice of Abraham and Ismail... its the time where the 5th pillar of Islam is completed for those who are able..Oo Allah give me the opportunity to visit your house in pligrimage in the future insyallah...

singapore trip confirmed

just booked the rooms for singapore... it was a difficult at first.. especially under the current circumstances.. initially wanted to stay in Johor.. i was ok with it.. though the wife was very concern of time spent going in and out of the causeway.. after searching on the net found a room which is suitable with our budget... now that is out if the way... only left with one big thing on my shoulders now....

better than just lying down

cant be just taking things lying down..must do something about it... the fate is in our hands.. we have the power and will to change it.. the rest wil leave it to Allah... insyallah

lowest point

i am at the lowest point in my life now... i feel so helpless... and i do not want to feel like this anymore and non of my children and family should feel like this.. was it down to planning or fate. i reckon Allah gave us human the abillity to plan and execute... though some time we fail to do so... and usually we would put the blame on fate... this next few month will be very intresting... i pray to Allah for the success of my new mission. i am not desparate.. though i do not want to feel like this any more... insyallah

look before your leap

few years back, i received a phone call from a so called elder relative... i was screwed for no reason ag all. the elder relative without knowing the facts just just blasted at me... i was so pissed off then and am still is now... the elder relative does not even have the decency to say i am sorry.... insyallah i am not afraid to say i am sorry even though i am wrong... so i just dont give a damn about the so called elder... and i will i do not need to entertain or attend his functions... i am sorry but this is how i really feel. i rather be doing other things......morally the next time you want to screw somebody.. understand the facts...

sorry mate

as much as i want to.... i will not do it, under these circumstances... need to look after my dignity....

moving on

two of my staff has handed their resignation yesterday... they are seeking a greener pasture. wishing them the best of luck for the future...

melaka weekend

after training hard... Aiman played very well in this tournamnet. all the things that he learnt he was able to apply it. i reminded him that this is not the only target.. although the team did not win, i reckon he learn a lot from this tournament. and he can only go upward. theres is also a lot of improvement in the local boys. hafiz is playing very well especially with his ball carrying and syukri too has improved in his handling.. mokhtar... too has improved game by game.. he was able to carry the ball and attract more defenders.

its not about winning actually ... its about constant improvement and development...

as a family we really enjoyed the trip and the company... the trip made the parents much more closer and very supportive if each player in the team.. that what makes the club different from other team in the country.

Andy was saying the boys will be beter as they get older.....

melaka 10s

brc is competing in the melaka today... Aiman played very wel.. also some of his team mates.. really proud of him...

Happy Birthday Imran

Happy borthday Imran.. May Allah blesse you and look after you.... ayah and ibu loves you very much..

Melaka Maji u13 10s

The Malaka 10s, is one of our favourite tournament. during this tournament we as a family is able to bond with each other. also this year, its imran's birthday today... he is 11..

big heart

last weekend, in the kgvu14 tournament.. i saw a boy from smss playing with his left wrist is fractured.. and yet he played with all his heart.. giving everything as though nothing is wrong.. frankly its stupid on him to keep on playing... though in a true sense of rugby spirit.. he kept on playing. i feel so inspired that i gave him a t shirt ti recognised his efforts...

melaka 10s

this weekend the family is going to melaka.. for the melaka u13 tournaments. last year aiman when there he was actual only 11 years old going to 12. this year he will be 12 going to 13. he has worked pretty hard over the month and he had a huge experience playing at u14. during the tournament he git advices from the legends of the past. he learnt a lot from them.. now is to put everything on the table and show that he has developed... he ahs be on top of his game, agressive and also a thinker.. i recond he is able to do it..

presentation

after 2 days of training.. i had to do a presentation.. i was freaking out at first.. but then i manage to calm down and proceed witn it. the some comments from the audience though i will take it in to improve my presentationi. must love doing it... when you are push to a corner... push back hard

Crazy weekend

the crazy weekend has ended.. started from the day trip to HK and in Seremban for the kgv 10s... pretty tired.... yet satisfied